gnuoysamoht

Thu, 01 Dec 2005 12:45:26 GMT

everyday there's something new
everyday I smile a thought of you

somedays

Fri, 25 Nov 2005 10:55:28 GMT

there seems to be a sense of calm this morning - i think maybe its gonna snow?

time is moving to fast! I cant believe its friday again! So much has happened this week, it gonna take me a while to come down! I spent the weekend with my girl, she's truely amazing - we didnt do much last weekend but it was real nice, we went shopping, drank wine, fed ducks, layed in bed, smiled, and just enjoyed each other for a few days. I think this is the first time ive been this happy .... she's a mazing!

the weekend seemed to dissapear so quick that soon came tuesday, and with tuesday came babystrange! We met the yanks in leicester at a small show they were doing - it was great to see the guys again - they are such nice, warm people + they're a kick ass band too!!!

tuesday night was a late one and with work the next day I spent most of wednesday trying to figure out how to keep my eyes from falling!!!

wednesday's show was amazing - we were 2nd on to a fair sized crowd. there seems to be a bit of momentum going now, lots of familiar strangers show up to shows in nottingham now which is awesome!

we kicked in with a biff bang pow! and we were off! back in the groove! we have our mojo back! I felt sorry for the yanks - we completely blew them off stage but it was good for us! it seems the better the band we play with the better we perform! I think 2006 is gonna be a ladder.

another late one after the show....its amazing how much staminar these guys have but they just dont go to sleep!!!

thursday we were late for everything! after an extremly bizzare breakfast in Morrisons supermarket we hit the road for the big smoke! with the trailer and 4 peeps in the car it was a long haul down south but we arrived around 4.30 and the girl with the camera took some shots of us as we arrived and whilst we soundchecked - don't know too much how they'l turn out but we shall see !!!

Another blinding show! - we're on form at the minute, a true rock n roll show... but above all i feel smiley for our man on the tubs!! he's had a rough few months but the last few weeks have smiled on him and he's back with avengance!!! it doesnt take much to bring you back up and equaly it doesnt take much to make you fall.

today is calm, today is peaceful, today is a dream....

and tommorow?...........................................

we get up and do it all again

random ramblings from the depths of insomnia

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 11:13:38 GMT

I cant sleep,
my mind is ticking over,
every thought runs a mile
every breath takes an hour

i hear the clock ticking
its out of time
so quiet, walls moving
im losing the sense in my mind

im tired and weary eyed
my thoughts are falling behind
im too tired to sleep
i just hope tonight is behind

blah blah blah insomnia took over i think haha

Thu, 10 Nov 2005 23:25:53 GMT

i love this song

"i just wanna be thinking
thoughts that i think
dreamin my dreams
and driftin within
i dont know where im going
but i know where ive been
come on
live your dream"

by Cast

Dreaming my dreams and drifting within

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 09:39:30 GMT

wednesday

wednesdays as a rule tend to suck! i always think once wednesdays is out the way the weekend is closer, youve passed the mid point!

today is filled with smiles, i had a really good conversation with my friends last night and its put alot of things in perspective. I feel refreshed today - TIME TO GET WORKING AGAIN!

I managed to have 5 minutes to myself last night, for the first time in a long time which was great. I listened to American IV - one of my fav albums and I tidied my room, there were that many clothes on the floor - i had forgotten i even had carpet! lol

Im going out this evening to say farewell to one of my friends, she's moving down south with work and although we don't see her much Im gonna miss her - she's a real sweetheart, but people move on i guess.

Listened to Simon & garfunkle again this morning, I find them very insparational lately, one of the few bands where i can truely relate to their lyrics and their always a good start to the day - i dont like heavy music first thing - it terifys me sometimes! lol

the first

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 15:30:19 GMT

what day is it?

the 8th of november 2005! where has the last 5 years gone? I find days, weeks and months passing by in a flash. I cant believe it nearly christmas again! They say it happens as you get older - are we older - who knows?

I think at this time of the year we start to reflect on whats happened, on all the things we've done in the year. And 2005 has been a year i will never forget. its had its usual ups n downs but i think for the first time im happy with what ive done, where ive been and who i am.

this is my first journal - i don't know what to say really, i guess im just thoughtful today.